The IT Chicks

"its not like i dont fit in, i just cant allow myself to be part of them."


but thats before i realized this magic feeling. They have something that i never get when i was in my prev course. They've a very inspiring teamwork-ship lulz no i'm serious. i never have the chance to experienced anything like this before. no before i applied into this IT course.

They were like.... 
"Hey i know how to do this coding shit!" 
"How dude?" 
"Okay come to my room i'll teach you how"
So here we go. 4 of us come to her room to listen to her lecture, for hours.

"I dont know this :("
"okay i'm gonna show you how"

*doing maths problems with maths genius*
"i'm already sleepy"
"then go to sleep lah!"
"i cant. i need to stay awake so i can help you if you have anything to ask. stand and fall together"
"DONT BE FREAKING CHEESY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT CAN AH?"


See?

ofcoz thats not the exact conversation we had, thats sooooo manglish maaa. And we're not even speaking all the time hahahaahahaa kemon.
but that's the overview, conclude everything isnt it? :)

They never let one of us be left out, left behind. no. I love this kind of environment. Self-centered thingy never had the chance to grow here :)  

i start to love them even more. looking forward for more exciting and adventurous moments together insyaAllah.

faam

Go

Ego isnt a nice thing to brag to people. like
"heyy my ego is so high like a g6"
NOOO!

to be frank, i've a sky-scraping ego growing beneath myself. in fact, i've been surrounded by a few of egocentric people. and lately i've been thinking, the good thing to have egoistic friends is that you'll eventually giving up your ego for the sake of friendship, because you value your friendship way more than your parasitic ego.

as time passed by, the ego worth nothing if thats the reason i'm gonna lose my very good friends. 
in fact, you and your ego will no longer suit together because you've been trained to pulled out your ego quite a few time. see?



Dear bestfriends, 

you know i love you more than anything, right?
i'm gonna do whatever i need to do to keep you, to have you till the last breathe.
bcoz my life not gonna be the same without you. surely i'll cry my lungs out for my whole life if i ever lose you, and moreee if the reason is me. not gonna let that happen. ever. for God sake. freaking pls.

p/s: shits getting real. shit.

faam